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Friday, December 31, 2010


Everyone is in a New Year's hype. I am too, though not in the horn blowing let's get wasted sense. This year marks the 2011 year on the Gregorian Calendar. I realized that the meaning of time or how I interpret it has changed. The numbers make great reference points but time is something real, felt, beyond measure. Infinite. How about we all resolve to evaluate, clear, reset, better ourselves- everyday, at various points forth and not just when the clock strikes 12 on January 1st. I'm loving the energy- the greetings- the anticipation of renewal- the optimism. Keep it goin! Have a magical New Year!! Abracadabra!!

Tuesday, December 28, 2010


First the disclaimer.. I almost always try to make people feel good, at least treat them fairly. Ok, I must admit that there is a certain type of male that I enjoy emasculating. I was reminded of this when a middle-aged man was on my ass (driving), and mind you, I don't travel slowly. He got around me and we checked each other out. After, I gave him the I pity the pathetic pu**y that you are look. He zoomed off and ironically, he hit the red light that I eased through. This type of middle-aged man usually drives a smaller or mid-sized model of a luxury make of car that he thinks is/runs like a Ferrari. This one had pursed lips and ugly reflective shades on. I have no problem with middle-aged men, nor do I with just nicer than average cars- just ones who act like they have little penises and it is somehow my problem. Ok, I'm done. Also, random question.. Do certain women speak like "valley girls" for a reason? Kind of sort of like a gay male? Anyway, I am listening to one near by (who happens to be speaking to a gay male friend of hers) and wondering why she does this.. It sounds forced. Does it make her feel more high-style? Pretty? What do you think?

Monday, December 6, 2010


My thoughts on today- I went to the dentist today to find that I have a hefty amount of dental work that is needed. (Though I take impeccably good care of my teeth.) This is bothersome in that it is money spent in not the most fun way but more so because I hate the thought of having my one and only set of teeth drilled on. This proves to be a valuable lesson in several ways. The future always arrives; that saving money is just as fun in spending it- you may need it for events that you didn't anticipate, good and bad, a minor set back or an investment opportunity that can set you forward. Also, to invest in tangibles and assets like gold, silver, physical and intellectual properties. With a fiat money system that can be inflated and deflated and controlled at will by the Monopoly issuers, have your own, enough so that you ain't going anywhere. Also, I was speaking to my mom about age and such and how my 30th year of life is approaching. Turning 30 doesn't bother me as it seems to do most. Maybe because I'm not still trying to do what I did ten years ago; maybe because I'm "aging" and advancing on the inside faster than I am on the outside.

Sunday, November 14, 2010


Just posted on my facebook, "Ok, Cowboy fans, I am reading all of your words of praise. It is quite possible and in fact true that the Giants are playing like shit today and has nothing to do with Dallas's fire crotch of a coach. We'll see in the upcoming weeks that they are the same disappointment I so enjoy them being." This lead me to recall a conversation I had the other day about being a "hater" and the overuse and improper use of that term. Can you no longer dislike something or someone without being a "hater". I don't purposely go against the grain, but a team who refers to themselves as "America's team" especially when they have just as many rings as 'my' 49ers, is great fun to see lose. Back to my Thai food in bed!

Sunday, October 31, 2010


I went to Piedmont park yesterday to run. I nearly ran into everyone's backseat on my way there as I was focused intently on what what was happening above- a massive spray day. After my run I went to throw my plastic water bottle in the recycling bin which was placed inches from an open trash bin. I noticed that the bulk of what was in the trash bin were plastic bottles like mine. Why wouldn't someone just as easily put their plastic bottle in the one clearly marked "Recyclables" "No trash"? I suppose they are the same people who when looking up don't think it is strange or even worth pondering as to why there are a grid-like lines throughout the sky. Time to up the awareness.

Tuesday, September 21, 2010


Just left the nail salon. I was talking to my nail tech, her sister and fellow nail tech and her client. The salon's walls are covered in mirrors I suppose to make the limited space appear roomier. We were speaking of nail colors, nutritional supplements, etc., when two girls, one of which I know walked in. The girl I know, an acquaintance, may be one of the most gorgeous people I've ever seen. I mean, gorgeous. She is with a South American looking girl who my acquaintance says needs a pedicure before bossing her to sit down. They both sit down. The girl next to me, a corporate type, happy to have her nails done, feeling pretty and smiling now looks insecure. She keeps staring at who I'll call Megan in the mirror. Soon her look becomes bitter. I sit and imagine all that is going through her head, probably comparisons and unkind thoughts, not a lot of self love. I feel bad that women do that to themselves. I now look at Megan and her friend. Mind you, I at no point look at anyone directly, all through mirrors. Megan is put together as always, fashionable, perfect. Her friend looks like she has seen better days. She looks like a pre-revolutionary Cuban prostitute. She is wearing a long skirt and a peach cropped spaghetti strapped shirt with a slit between her breasts, which given her immodesty I can tell that they once were probably small perky ones but now go southeast and southwest. Her long hair is in a white clip and looks like she has not washed it after several customers, excuse me, days. She wears a long face as she flips through US Magazine, probably comparing her life to those pictured in it as the girl next to me did earlier to Megan. Megan is, I wouldn't call a prostitute... She is sweet and lovely, and I cant stress enough, GORGEOUS. She definitely uses her femininity to get things from very rich men. She usually hangs out with them for months at a time and I must say, lives a pretty lavish lifestyle. She is a shopaholic and one of the most materialistically driven person I know. Actually, driven and "Megan" don't go in the same sentence but you know what I mean. She has a cocaine and tequila problem and not long ago spoke of wanting to commit suicide. Still, she could pretty much convince anyone that if looking so good meant feeling so bad, they'd do it.


"Give me control of a nation's currency, and I care not who makes its laws." - Rothschild

"I'm often asked why I left politics and went to Halliburton and I explain that I reached the point where I was mean-spirited, short-tempered and intolerant of those who disagreed with me and they said 'Hell, you'd make a great CEO', so I went to Texas and joined the private sector."
-Dick Cheney, before The Institute of Petroleum in the U.K., 1999

The entire world is in the process of privatization. The private sector has taken over the government and is now in the process of controlling every natural resource. Woodrow Wilson got the ball rolling when he signed The Federal Reserve Act and authorizing the 16th Amendment. Congressman Lindbergh warned, “This Act establishes the most gigantic trust on earth. When the President signs this bill, the invisible government by the Monetary Power will be legalized. The people may not know it immediately, but the day of reckoning is only a few years removed. The worst legislative crime of the ages is perpetrated by this banking bill.” Recently the Supreme Court’s Citizens United decision now allows corporations to give unlimited amounts of money to politicians and judges. Doesn’t sound too “Citizen” friendly to me. Excuse me, aren’t we, the “Citizens” the ones who elected you in the first place and who you are supposed to represent?

I recently learned of "dead peasant" policies, when a company buys a life insurance policy on a low-level employee -- usually without the employee's knowledge -- and claims the company as the beneficiary should the employee die. The company retains the policy even after the employee leaves, and if the employee dies, the company receives a large, tax-free payout, which they then refuse to share with the family of the deceased.

Bogus wars in Iraq and Afghanistan, election frauds, financial robberies, and poison medicines almost pale in comparison to the fact that our natural resources are being poisoned and privatized.

Bees are disappearing, trees are dying, the PH of the soil is 10 times the alkalinity of decades prior (forests, fields and farm ecologies thrive in acidic soil), even the snow on top of Mt. Shasta contained 61,100 ug/I or parts per billion of aluminum and 83/I of barium. That means that the snow on Mt. Shasta has tested at 1200 times more poisonous than water standards allow for aluminum. Dramatic increases of aluminum, barium and strontium are believed to be from stratospheric aerosol geo-engineering programs, spraying aerosol aluminum, barium and other particles into the sky. If levels are this high in one of the more remote areas in America, what are conditions for the rest of us. The same? Worse? Add fluoride into the equation. No wonder we have to pay money to Coke, Pepsi and such (privatization) to drink "safe" water.

Three billion years of evolution is in the hands of scientists and corporations. Our food supply has become an industrial commodity with transgenic organisms and GMOs on every shelf. The lifespan of a ladybug was reduced to half when they ate aphids that had fed on genetically altered potatoes in Scotland, according to a London Times article (10/22/97) by science editor, Nigel Hawkes. The lady bugs also laid fewer eggs. Note that the ladybugs did not even eat the genetically modified food directly. They ate something else that had eaten the GMOs. German Agriculture Minister Ilse Aigner banned the cultivation of GM corn in Germany stating that it posed “a danger to the environment.” The AAEM states, "GM foods pose a serious health risk and calls for a moratorium on GMO foods. Citing several animal studies, the AAEM concludes ‘there is more than a casual association between GMO foods and adverse health effects’ and that ‘GM foods pose a serious health risk in the areas of toxicology, allergy and immune function, reproductive health, and metabolic, physiologic and genetic health." A Monsanto official told the New York Times, October 25, 1998, that, "Monsanto should not have to vouch the safety of biotech food," said Phil Angell, Monsanto's director of corporate communications. "Our interest is in selling as much of it as possible. Assuring its safety is the FDA's job." Nice considering that former Monsanto employees currently hold positions in US government agencies such as the FDA, United States Environmental Protection Agency (EPA) and the Supreme Court . These include Clarence Thomas, Michael R. Taylor, Ann Veneman, Linda Fisher, Michael Friedman, William D. Ruckelshaus, and Mickey Kantor. Linda Fisher has been back and forth between positions at Monsanto and the EPA. Barlett, Donald L. (2008). Monsanto's Harvest of Fear. Vanity Fair. Copyrights on crops' genes=big bucks+health problems from ingestion=need for pharmaceuticals=more health problems=bigger bucks!!!


Thursday, August 5, 2010


I never watch the news, usually only briefly when I am waiting on the elevator at my place which always displays the CNN news feed. Today they were speaking of the proposed mosque at Ground Zero and how the Jews support it. I personally don't think that ANY religious establishment should be in the place of the once capitalistic Twin Towers, especially when there are religious ties, whether true or false, to 9/11 and now that site. Religion is the greatest invention and tool towards creating power, lack, and an us vs. them mentality. And what better way to separate and fuel an ideology than by placing God at the helm. It's more omnipotent than race or gender.It is what it is...

Friday, July 2, 2010

Happy 234th Fourth

Just read that "In an early draft of the Declaration of Independence, Jefferson wrote the word 'subjects,' when he referred to the American public. He then erased that word and replaced it with 'citizens,' a term he used frequently throughout the final draft." I'm not sure if I'm fond of being referred to as a subject considering that when used as such it means "a person who is under the dominion or rule of a sovereign", i.e. a monarch; a king, queen, or other supreme ruler. John Adams is way better. Anyway, Happy Fourth of July to all. It's America's 234th birthday and we all need to pitch in to keep her looking beautiful. Have a safe and fun weekend!

Saturday, June 19, 2010


Twitter accounts used to glorify mediocrity need to be deleted or at least reduced to myspace. Seems that every page is wallpapered with people that have more airbrushing on their bodies than they do clothes. To me it shows that you have the emotional and intellectual depth of a puddle and that you probably don't celebrate Father's Day. Who cares if you are eating sherbet in bed with your cat, or that you are laying by the pool with your girlz- your every inconsequential move does not need to be put in writing.

Thursday, June 10, 2010

Bent Up Frame Of Mind

I see on facebook that Slim Thug has caused some stirring among women and men regarding his recent blog about a "Black woman's frame of mind". I don't agree with him as I don't place single entities into an entirety. There are women who's #1 prerequisite in a mate is money in every community. If there wasn't you wouldn't see 20-something year-old Barbie dolls with 50-something year-old, hairy, barrel bellied, stout men. I don't disagree with him in the sense that when I listen to V103 or 107.9, nearly all of the songs pretty much promote or prolong social dysfunction. Take Keri Hilson's "Get Your Money Up" or worse "Teairra Mari's "Sponsor".

Yeah all my ladies say/Yeah the go-go girls say/Hey, I got myself a sponsor say hey/Yeah, to fill up a drink for me/Yeah, to fill up my tank for me/Yeah, to put something in the bank for me/I got myself a sponsor.

Some of the ever so uplifting lyrics. On the other hand, men, if you rap about your yellow bones in yellow cars with yellow diamonds, don't complain when women match your level of depth.

Link to the interview:

Tuesday, May 25, 2010

Tuesday, May 18, 2010

Monsanto's Not So Generous Gift

In 2004, Tennessee farmer Kem Ralph served eight months in jail and was fined $1.3 million for hiding contraband in his barn. Not marijuana or cocaine or what I immediately think of as illegal contraband (mind you, cocaine possession in Tennessee warrants a $2,500 fine) but Monsanto cotton seeds. If one uses Monsanto seeds, a process known as "seed cleaning," they are required to pay royalties to Monsanto or face legal charges. Even if one owns a farm adjacent to another farm upon which Monsanto seeds are used, and those seeds migrate onto their farm, Monsanto can sue for royalties owed.

Monsanto was founded in 1901 to manufacture saccharine and quickly branched out into the production of industrial chemicals. In decades following it became more of an agrochemical company and promoted the use of chemical pesticides in agriculture. Monsanto was also the largest producer of Agent Orange used by U.S. troops in Vietnam. Their chemicals were/are linked to skin rashes, joint pains, neurological disorders, birth defects, and cause kidney, liver, heart, spleen, and adrenal damage in laboratory rats. In 1997 it spun off its industrial chemical business as a separate company and devoted itself to biotech. (Rampton and Stauber, Trust Us, We're Experts!)

Back to the subject at hand. Monsanto is offering earthquake struck Haiti 475 tonnes of genetically-modified seeds, along with fertiliser and pesticides. Not such a generous gift considering that not only will it impair their people's health, but Haitian farmers who use the seeds will have to pay royalties to Monsanto. Too kind.

Friday, May 14, 2010


Bill Blakemore for ABC News quoted, "Some scientists suggest turning the earth's blue skies a yellowish gray by injecting sulphur dioxide into the atmosphere with a vast fleet of planes." I am sure of it. I remember as a kid seeing blue skies and since have wondered what happened to them. Several online sources state that Chemtrails, are sprayed in cities all over the world into the atmosphere via specialized planes and have geo-engineered our planetary atmosphere into a highly charged, electrically-conductive plasma useful for military projects. Consequently, the air we breathe is laden with asbestos-sized synthetic fibers and toxic metals, including barium salts, strontium, aluminum oxide, and radioactive thorium. These materials act as electrolytes to enhance conductivity of military radar and radio waves. They are also sprayed with the proposed intent of weather modification. The idea is that by putting 'tiny' metallic particles into the upper atmosphere, heat is reflected back into space. Poisonous on par with arsenic and a proven suppressant of the human immune system, atmospheric barium weakens human muscles. Inhaled aluminum goes directly to the brain and medical specialists confirm that it causes oxidative stress within brain tissue. It also literally chokes the roots of plants and wrecks havoc on the lower-rungs of the food chain. Radioactive thorium is known to cause leukemia and other cancers. Furthermore, what happens something even more injurious is wished to be achieved? These delivery systems are capable of spraying combinations of viruses, bacteria, fungi, etc. that can easily access human, animal and plant life.

There is more to it than meets the eye. What we can't see is equally dangerous. High frequency micorwaves used to manipulate the charged atmosphere continually bombard the ionosphere, the earth and its inhabitants. At the body/brain level we are electromagnetic fields and when we are exposed to other fields, especially a sea of them, we are bound to be affected by them.

Germany is the first country to admit to Chemtrail ops as shown in the following link.

Below is a US patent for such.

There are links, photos and videos all over the web. Look them up. Then, look up! I'm not some crazy person sitting in the corner picking lint out of the air. This is real. Get off of the news, Faux, CNN, etc., as such news is bought and paid for.

I don't wish to be a human guinea pig and I don't like anyone messing with my air supply- I'll take broccoli cabbage egg farts in a car over this.

Sunday, May 9, 2010

Which Came First. The "Chicken" Or The Egg?

I just enjoyed a run at Piedmont Park where I was surrounded by people and their families, enjoying each other and celebrating the women and mothers in their lives. At least that is what I assume people were doing as it is Mother's Day. Quite a beautiful thing. Afterward at Whole Foods, I recognized a basketball wife that I see around Atlanta. Not one from the show but just the same- stank energy, yappin about nothing- Erica's party, so and so and such and such. Those in Atlanta probably see her around, I'm not sure how it all happened but she looks like a cross between Alf and a mastodon. I wonder, do these women sign away all sense of self and pleasantness when they marry or did they have none in the first place? Anyway, women are amazing, HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY!

Monday, May 3, 2010


"Until one is committed, there is hesitancy, the chance to draw back-- Concerning all acts of initiative (and creation), there is one elementary truth that ignorance of which kills countless ideas and splendid plans: that the moment one definitely commits oneself, then Providence moves too. All sorts of things occur to help one that would never otherwise have occurred. A whole stream of events issues from the decision, raising in one's favor all manner of unforeseen incidents and meetings and material assistance, which no man could have dreamed would have come his way. Whatever you can do, or dream you can do, begin it. Boldness has genius, power, and magic in it. Begin it now." -Johann Wolfgang von Goethe


The basic forms of government go as such: Monarchy, ruled by one; Oligarchy, ruled by a few; Democracy, ruled by a majority; Republic, ruled by law; Anarchy, ruled by no one. The United States as written by its forefathers is a "constitutional republic". The word "democracy" does not appear in the US Constitution, nor does it appear in the Declaration of Independence. A republic, by definition is “a state where the head of state and other officials are elected as representatives of the people, and must govern according to existing constitutional law that limits the government’s power over citizens." So where does all of this democracy stuff come from? John Adams defined a democracy as the "tyranny of the majority." In a republic the government is limited to its proper role of protecting the rights of the people. When government power grows, people's freedom recedes. This has been proven in early Rome, where under the 12 Tables of the Roman Law (a republic), they were the envy of the world. Romans went from a republic, to a democracy- where many were forced to trade freedom for security- to an oligarchy. Democracy itself is not a stable form of government, instead it the gradual transition from limited government to the unlimited rule of an oligarchy.

Furthermore, Former president Clinton stated, "There is a government inside the government and I don't control it." The United States can no longer consider itself a democracy, nonetheless a republic, when 2.3 trillion dollars have been spent on projects about which the people, congress, and the president have been kept deliberately in the dark. It's time that the people of the United States, that have been footing the bill, fight against deceit and demand truth and transparency.

Sunday, April 25, 2010


Days ago Arizona Gov. Jan Brewer signed a bill that requires police to question people about their immigration status including asking for identification if they suspect someone is in the country illegally. The law also toughens restrictions on hiring illegal immigrants for day labor and knowingly transporting them and makes it a crime under state law to be in the country illegally. Fair? Arizona has an estimated 460,000 illegal immigrants. The state of Arizona is being highly scrutinized for taking matters into their own hands when he federal government is responsible for immigration enforcement, but thus far, what has the federal government done? Amnesty? No. (Besides, what would that do to curb future illegal immigration?) Securing the US boarders? No. I guarantee you if I was in another country, say, Mexico (that seems befitting), and was caught without a passport or documentation I would detained until verified and if there illegally, deported. Opponents fear that Arizona's new law will lead to police harassment of those who look Hispanic and many are protesting.

Pictured (in an article) outside of the capital is a protester holding a sign stating, "We ARE Human." Yes, human indeed. Possibly a decent one. But nonetheless, one with an illegal immigration status.

The conspiracy theorist in me thinks: I love the smell of money but I smell the Amero on the horizion and it stinks.

Monday, April 19, 2010

I'm adding this guy to Nikki Minaj and the likes of. P.S. Don't ever slip that stuff into my drink!

You May Not Believe This S%^t But If I Were You, I Definitely Wouldn't Believe The Other

Holy freaking shit!! Aside from ESPN of course, I watch virtually no news media. I have tried to find alternate and accurate sources of information and have done so in finding Check it out.

Thursday, April 8, 2010

Food For Thought

Never before in the United State's history has it been required to buy a service and if not pay a penalty. I don't like the government mandating what I must do any more than it already does. I have a better suggestion- reform the "food" industries that create much of the need for health care and focus on wellness instead of allopathic medicine. All for the money.. "Hey, I'll make them sick with this "food" and you mask their symptoms further their sickness with your drugs!"
In public schools french fries are considered to be vegetables. A starch fried in oil, a vegetable? The same overweight, poorly and overly fed children grow up (and out) because of lack of education and few healthy choices. Implementing a national standard in school cafeterias seems to be a way to muzzle the need for future "health care" and should be included in the budget. I have been saying this for some time and is now being brought to the public's attention in Jamie Oliver's Food Revolution.
More health insurance choices? Great. More healthy dietary choices? Would be better. Having the choice to participate if and how you choose? Constitutional.

Monday, April 5, 2010


I'll articulate this to the best of my ability. The pollen count is 1600+ today (120+ considered extremely high) and I'm feelin a lil dazed and confused. I've been watching the Life series showed on Discovery and featured last night were birds and specifically bowerbirds. Male bowerbirds go to great lengths to build elaborately constructed and decorated "bowers" or love nests to attract mates. The female bower goes from nest to nest to decide which one is decorated to her liking and know the rest. Much like in the human world and especially in Atlanta where seemingly the highest earner and the one with the most lavish "bower" gets all the goods. Those polygamous bastards of birds! Anyway, it's a great series and I suggest watching!

Monday, March 1, 2010


I was watching Border Wars on National Geographic and began to consider the 14th amendment which reads in part "All persons born or naturalized in the United States, and subject to the jurisdiction thereof, are citizens of the United States." I could understand how "jus soli" would be effective in developing countries as a means of increasing its population and at the conception of the United States constitution, but over 200 years later? Other countries such as the UK and France have introduced a modified version of jus soli to impose some additional requirements for children of foreign parents, such as the parent being a permanent resident or having lived in the country for a period of time. Makes sense.

Monday, February 8, 2010

Appointed Pointlessness

"The freedom of the press throughout the world where the capitalists rule, is the freedom to buy up papers, the freedom to buy writers, to buy and manufacture public opinion in the interests of the capitalists." -Lenin

At this time I'd like to confess that I view on nearly a daily basis. I also read US Weekly (when getting my nails done) and don't really enjoy it. Why do I do this? Boredom? As a means of comparing my life to the lives of others? To see if my ideals still have a place in a society that is seemingly falling apart? I imagine other bright minds are being dulled on a daily basis. Starting next Monday, (just kidding), starting today, I am not going to pay attention to that pointlessness.

Saturday, January 2, 2010


I posted on my facebook page not too long ago about Usher's substandard lyrics in Papers. (Papers.. Papers.. Papers.. I'm ready to sign those papers(papers), papers (paai ooh oh oh.) Imagine singing those lyrics all serious like. I can think of a billion ways to better articulate the complexities of a divorce. That song had me crackin up in the car!)

Matters have gotten worse. The 2nd verse of the hook of Daddy's Home is "you just float your bottom up in the air". Who is writing this and ruining this man's career? I changed the station and Elton John's Candle In The Wind was on. I'm not a huge fan of all of his music but definitely appreciate his talent. What a contrast that was. My lack of talent tolerance has been used and abused over the past decade. Only talent from now on, capiche?

"Thank God I'm Rich"

A bill collector just called me. It was for a MetroPCS pager, obviously from a LOOONG time ago.. A pager? I clearly paid the $83 dollar balance long ago but they have no record of it (nor is it on my credit report) and still bug me about it. I usually recognize the number from which they call and dismiss it but they called from a different and today and got me! Damn! So.. The man was in near hysterics over the ordeal, yelling, threatening, interrupting, the whole nine. Me..? Antagonistically calm. I once saw a bill collector on Wife Swap who bugged people all day while sitting in sweatpants and filth in at their home in Nomansland, Idaho, or somewhere like that. They fed their kids nothing but processed fast food and allowed them to wear clothes that revealed what happens when you eat too many Taco Bell tostadas. NO QUIERO Taco Bell. What an upsetting existence. Anyway, they are crazy to assume that they'd upset me. No can do mister bill collector. Dr. Dwayne Dyer said whenever you receive a bill to say "Thank God I'm rich." So I did. :)